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This is my nephew's band. They sound great, I'm very proud of him.

Beautiful Stranger

I found these pics on a computer I used at ENMU. WOW! I need to go back to school! I have no idea who this sexy kid is, but I'm glad I found these pics. What a hottie!

Teardrop....Massive Attack-Performed by Liz Fraser of Cocteau twins

The Outsider-A Perfect Circle

The Now

I've realized that I've been living in my past too much...sort of a waking dream, not really facing the reality of being back here in this town. I've been rolling in misery and boredom and self pity and denial. It's time to cowboy up, as my friends say, and get on with it. I put in an application at the university clinic, should find out about that job by Friday. I have options, not alot, but nurses always have more job options than alot of people. I'm fortunate to have an always in-demand career. So...my goal for this week is to have a job by Friday. I have bills like you wouldn't believe and car/insurance payments....blah...

The sun is out today! It's been cold and snowey for days...ugly gray and drab. The weather really seems to influence my mood and outlook. I feel really positive and hopeful today, ready to take on the world and make a life here, such as it might be. I'm enjoying chatting with a great guy...hopefully going to meet him next weekend. I'm nervous....but excited.

The Day After...

It's the day after Thanksgiving. It's cold and frozen. Very gloomy and depressing. I always thought thanksgiving should be a day of fasting, rather than feasting. We feast every day of the year. If this country had any true spiritual inclination, it would be a fasting day. We are the fattest, unhealthiest, most gluttonous and wasteful people history has ever known. I fasted for Thanksgiving years ago....my family of course thought I was a freak...yet again....lol..

Crazily, I left all of my coats and sweaters at my brothers. It was an oversight of some sort, and now I'm doomed to freeze my balls off until he comes for Christmas. It's so cold and we haven't even really gotten out of fall yet.

I am SO SO BORED. No job yet, nothing to do. I've been reading alot lately, and spending alot of time on the computer. I hate chat rooms, but have been indulging myself in them. I have met a couple of really nice guys, however. Only one local guy....he's really nice...cute...I just finished Hunters of Dune by Frank Herbert's son Brian and started on Violin by Anne Rice. Anne always hooks my interest immediately. I can't wait to really delve into it. Before I subject you to any more mundane shit, I'll humbly close.

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My hair was growning back after having shaved my head

Josh

Sweet Josh....

ACL Fest

EMO'S

The Drag....UT Campus area

Anthony....a friend I had last summer. Nice guy....BODACIOUS twanger!! He wouldn't let me take a pic of it though.....

New Boyfriend...

God it's lonely here....I want a new boyfriend. I haven't been in love in a while...haven't been seriously involved with anyone since around this time last year. I want a nice, masculine, handsome, sincere sweet guy....maybe in his 20's or 30's....not OLD like me...lol. I want a guy with a good head on his shoulders, with a goal for his future. I want a guy that I can go play pool with...watch UFC on TV with, but still go out to romantic dinners and have cuddle times with on the couch. Does such a critter exist here in the wild untamed land of Eastern New Mexico? I have to hope he's out there somewhere. This wouldn't be too tall of an order to fill in a city...but here...well, we'll see. Anyone interested, just fill out the forms below.

PS: There aren't any forms.....

Seth

Transdermal Celebration....Ween

Gene and Dean Ween



Dean

Don't forget the stuffing...

Mappy Thanksgiving!

Old Old Old!

Damn it's cold today. I heard that it's supposed to snow this week. Yuk...I hate winter.....I hate New Mexico. This area gets SO cold. It's so flat that the frigid wind just rips through everything. Well...tomorrow is Thanksgiving. Nothing exciting for me, just a small family thing. I haven't been home for Thanksgiving or Christmas in a couple of years, so it will nice.

Talked to Scott last night on the phone. He makes me laugh...all his comic misadventures with girls, and just life in general. He has a really cute way of talking. He puts emphasis on certain words, and always uses my name when he's talking to me...it makes everything sound very dramatic...lol. I met him in Austin, where we began our friendship, but he actually lives in Houston. I want to fly to Houston to see him as soon as I can. The thought of driving there scares me. That city is too monstrously huge.

Last night, I was on gay.com chat, when out of the blue, I got a message...a guy wanting to chat. As it turns out, he is someone I've known since he was a baby. His grandparents lived next to the house I grew up in. He was telling me he wanted to chat with me, and then in the same breath, he told me he didn't date "older men!" I've NEVER been told such a thing! I'm not an "older man!" I still look like I'm in my 20's, I'm nice looking, I'm trim and healthy. All of my relationships have been with individuals alot younger with me. I didn't seek them out because of their age, it just happened that way. My sweet Melissa, in Austin, was 23. Her mother was a year older than me. Melissa would fume in jealousy! Melissa came Josh, Josh the Aryan Brother skinhead, not cool sweet Josh, my ex-roomie. Josh was 25. Both Melissa and Josh are great stories for another time. Neither these two, nor ANY of the guys I've dated...or ANYONE I've EVER met has refered to me as an "older man." They didn't see me as old. Oh well.....It doesn't really make me mad, it just shocked me, and at this point I can laugh about it.

Scott...my buddy

Yes...this is Scott's weiner....lol..he's quite proud of it!