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Noel..

Christmas is coming again......
I always get really down at Christmas, I have for years. During these past couple of years especially, when I was away from my family, and at times, not necessarily very happy. I can't believe another year has come and gone. Time seems to be moving faster and faster all the time. What do I want to accomplish in the new year....hmmm....that's going to take some thinking.

Taking one day at a time here in lovely Portales. The weather is really dreary at the moment. Not looking forward to winter. I interviewed for a job with the university. Should be hearing something here before long. Working will be great.

Viva la Leslie!

If you ever go to Austin, you'll most likely see the homeless guy in the thong and tiara on Congress Avenue. Leslie, an Austin icon, is a homeless cross-dresser who once ran for mayor, and came in second! You can probably find Leslie now, standing in front of One American Center in bad makeup, pink Spandex and stacked heels. For some time, the Downtown Austin Alliance has tried to get Leslie off the corner in front of One American Center because his lacy black thong, high heels and a bodaciously padded halter top clash with the high rise's image.

Leslie's like Madonna. He can go by one name, and you still know who he is. Recently, an independent polling organization found that in terms of commercial branding, Leslie had the highest recognizability quotient in the city. No commercial entity even came close.

Sanctus....

I've spent the last couple days hanging out with my friend Patrick. patrick makes me be a good Catholic.....Patrick's not just Catholic, he's CATHOLIC! I told him yesterday that he was either a Saint or a lunatic, which thankfully he thought was funny rather than offensive. So, I've had a spiritual enema these last couple of days. It's been great, just what I needed. I was really letting being in Portales get to me and make me miserable. Today is Sunday. We went to Mass this morning. He took me to Confession (yikes!) and mass last night. I feel like the Whore of Babylon compared to this man....lol. For those of you who aren't familiar with The Whore...check her out in the Book of Revelations.

I don't have any pressing plans today, just some Internet time, then reading. Working on another Anne Rice book, "Cry to Heaven." I don't like talking about book plots and characters, so i'll leave it up to anyone who's interested to read it for themselves. Excellent book.

Kissing Families...Silversun Pickups

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Well Thought Out Twinkles...Silversun Pickups

Breaking You Down...The Lemurs

Audioponic

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This is my nephew's band. They sound great, I'm very proud of him.

Beautiful Stranger

I found these pics on a computer I used at ENMU. WOW! I need to go back to school! I have no idea who this sexy kid is, but I'm glad I found these pics. What a hottie!

Teardrop....Massive Attack-Performed by Liz Fraser of Cocteau twins

The Outsider-A Perfect Circle

The Now

I've realized that I've been living in my past too much...sort of a waking dream, not really facing the reality of being back here in this town. I've been rolling in misery and boredom and self pity and denial. It's time to cowboy up, as my friends say, and get on with it. I put in an application at the university clinic, should find out about that job by Friday. I have options, not alot, but nurses always have more job options than alot of people. I'm fortunate to have an always in-demand career. So...my goal for this week is to have a job by Friday. I have bills like you wouldn't believe and car/insurance payments....blah...

The sun is out today! It's been cold and snowey for days...ugly gray and drab. The weather really seems to influence my mood and outlook. I feel really positive and hopeful today, ready to take on the world and make a life here, such as it might be. I'm enjoying chatting with a great guy...hopefully going to meet him next weekend. I'm nervous....but excited.

The Day After...

It's the day after Thanksgiving. It's cold and frozen. Very gloomy and depressing. I always thought thanksgiving should be a day of fasting, rather than feasting. We feast every day of the year. If this country had any true spiritual inclination, it would be a fasting day. We are the fattest, unhealthiest, most gluttonous and wasteful people history has ever known. I fasted for Thanksgiving years ago....my family of course thought I was a freak...yet again....lol..

Crazily, I left all of my coats and sweaters at my brothers. It was an oversight of some sort, and now I'm doomed to freeze my balls off until he comes for Christmas. It's so cold and we haven't even really gotten out of fall yet.

I am SO SO BORED. No job yet, nothing to do. I've been reading alot lately, and spending alot of time on the computer. I hate chat rooms, but have been indulging myself in them. I have met a couple of really nice guys, however. Only one local guy....he's really nice...cute...I just finished Hunters of Dune by Frank Herbert's son Brian and started on Violin by Anne Rice. Anne always hooks my interest immediately. I can't wait to really delve into it. Before I subject you to any more mundane shit, I'll humbly close.

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My hair was growning back after having shaved my head

Josh

Sweet Josh....

ACL Fest

EMO'S

The Drag....UT Campus area

Anthony....a friend I had last summer. Nice guy....BODACIOUS twanger!! He wouldn't let me take a pic of it though.....

New Boyfriend...

God it's lonely here....I want a new boyfriend. I haven't been in love in a while...haven't been seriously involved with anyone since around this time last year. I want a nice, masculine, handsome, sincere sweet guy....maybe in his 20's or 30's....not OLD like me...lol. I want a guy with a good head on his shoulders, with a goal for his future. I want a guy that I can go play pool with...watch UFC on TV with, but still go out to romantic dinners and have cuddle times with on the couch. Does such a critter exist here in the wild untamed land of Eastern New Mexico? I have to hope he's out there somewhere. This wouldn't be too tall of an order to fill in a city...but here...well, we'll see. Anyone interested, just fill out the forms below.

PS: There aren't any forms.....

Seth

Transdermal Celebration....Ween

Gene and Dean Ween



Dean